Tucker Cummings

Chapter 30: False Nostalgia

In Uncategorized on January 30, 2011 at 1:17 am

What do you call it when you find yourself pining for a childhood you never had, when a tiny moving part in your chest aches for a time you were too young to remember?

I am both numb and on fire. I am out of sorts.

There used to be a steady pulse in my heart, not of blood but of purpose. Now that I have free range to continue this experience, I am paralyzed by my own fear.

I want to go home, to a place where everything is rosy and easy. But that just isn’t possible. Not for me.

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